Testing... testing...

Today I did't go to school because I'm going to home study... and I'm going to study my chemistry today... I don't feel so good for a few days, keep worrying about the SPM, and become more worse yesterday after I receive my trial exam's result. I 've fail 3 out of 11 subjects, but the result is 'lulus'(pass)... (Luckily I 've pass the main subjects like BM, BI, etc) It's not so good to have a few red marks on the result paper, but I've tried... and tried... but still... ...

I started to worry about my future, I don't know what my ambition is, I don't know where I'll go after SPM, after the exam... I feel so down...

But, but...*sob* anyway, this is my last art before the SPM exam... I'll continue to submit more arts after SPM... perhaps I can be more better next time, I wish... but currently I'm studying about cloth's shadings, it's no that I'll not going to use official coloring anymore, I just want to learn something more... there's still a lot of things I have to learn, & a lot of things I haven seen before... I wish to learn, & socialize with others too... I know a lot of people like official coloring rather then anime style or other style. But don't worry, I'll still use official style sometimes... sometime I need to be lazy a bit too.

Sorry for the weird color, I was bored studying for hours & hours, so I took out my old sketch(this one is drawn a month's ago, very old)from my sketch album to color. Although the color don't look good, but I'm feeling better now, perhaps less stressful because I have tried everything I could in this art...

p.s. Thanks for your support, my friends. I know that my art is not good enough, but your support & encouragement has brought me this far, I really want to thank everyone who really cares about me, thank you.( I never write so many things in the artist's comment before ...== )

Ashe from Megaman ZX Advent(C)Capcom.